unsure

i'm unsure as to how you'd react to it, but know that i just wish to place everything in the open right now. i wish to tell you how i really feel, and hope to know how you feel in return. i admit that i've done things that, despite the intention, did not address the issue at hand and handled matters badly. however, no matter what i know now, it will never change the fact that certain incidents have happened and certain things have been done in response.

i still have faith that it'll work out, and that if we manage to get through this stage, all our inherent problems will be all but solved, and our relationship the stronger for it. no doubt it'll be a huge step in either direction. i know where i'm headed. i hope u decide to do likewise. follow your heart and it will tell you that i truly love you and that things can actually get better.