hidden

certain words carry with them a hidden meaning, certain people contain within them hidden feelings. thoughts as well, can be hidden, be it for the evident benefit of oneself or simply for others. even as i seem to express everything on this blog, there is one thing I would never say, or even think of hinting at (no, i doubt this entry hints at it much).

some things were meant to happen, some choices were meant to be made. when i look back, i feel i've made decent choices by following my heart, guided by my rationality and inhibited by my conscience. sometimes, you just have to make a conscious choice to seem to make a conscious choice. it's the only way to go.

life is never that simple even as I wish it to be and act like it is.