tired

all I want now is to swim, to immerse myself into the expanse of water, to feel the soothing sensation of water flowing past my self, to experience the weightlessness and surreal underwater feeling, to temporarily numb the emotions i'm feeling now.

then follow it up with a good lie-down on my bed, underneath my comforting blanket.

but i have so much to mark, so much to plan for, so much work to do. i'm already looking 4ward to the weekend, where i can get some proper respite from the barrage of activities. i'm tired of it all.