card-inspired

i haven't taken down the beautiful giant cards she made me for my b-day, and the 1st, 6th monthniversarys. after my mum commented on it, we jokingly concluded that it was really good decoration for my room and decided to keep it as it was.

not like i'm gg to get attached anytime soon anyway. i need time to sort myself out.

i'm not the kind who junks and destroys every single memory of the ex, for i believe it to be quite a erroneous action - there were happy memories, not just the sad ones. what if one day you simply wished to relive those memories (ok, i guess most pple will be shaking their heads at this pt) through the photos and gifts?

ok, at least for me i would. i recall asking pl for our pix (i was q lazy w photography in the past and it din last long anyways) a few mths after she unceremoniously left me. everything in life's worth remembering, for life is short - one doesn't make many memorable moments, honestly. no point dwelling on the upsetting ones.

it's been a long journey (i feel) and i can't but go anywhere in SG but recall the memorable words we spoke and the hilarious actions we indulged in. i can't listen to certain songs w/o invoking memories, esp of that day at the bali k-box. i can't play on my WII or watch movies using my com connected to the TV w/o remembering all those moments.

hell, i even think of her when i take a cab at night and there's a 50% service charge meter running.

all the museums, all the food places, all the holidays, all the sweet moments we spent together. it was unprecedented. indeed, even as one may say this period was a short one, it was indeed an eventful and fulfilling one, of which i hope both parties can look back and genuinely exclaim that it's been a wonderful experience.

closed my room door lest someone see the silent tearing.