concern

just as a friend now, but nonetheless it's there. really hope she's doing fine. despite the evidence that she's doing much better than me, in a way i doubt if she's found what she sought. the cycle just seems to go on and on, doesn't it? please. do take your time before making a decision, especially ones as momentous as those.

falling in fast - much unlike myself. falling out fast, yet slow in a certain case - much like myself. for certain matters, only one can resolve it oneself . no amount of advice or help would matter, for in a way, one already knows how to. it's just a matter of mustering the courage to actually carry it out.

wormy told me the other day during our weekly supper: sometimes a book does look good on the shelf, shrink-wrapped. but once you've purchased it and seen it for what it really is, somehow it isn't as desirable as it once was. no, his point wasn't the purchased book, but the shrink-wrapped one on the shelf.

(note: edited use of word 'you' - 6/5)