horoscope!

was talking online to an old friend of mine after mtg for supper, and he started discussing abt horoscopes and compatibilities and such. read alot on it a few yrs back (i'm quite the perfect virgo) so obliged and continued the conversation. then he copied and pasted mine and his in the conversation window. looked like it was from some website i haven't been to b4. haha guess i'm really out of touch with it all. 

so here's my horoscope: 

You have a great curiosity about women. These fine creatures are something for you to experiment with, examine and cater to. As for sex you feel that it is an experience that should not be overlooked, providing you have the time and the desire. You are interested in anything that will further your career. You are always interested in how much money your partner can make and in turn what they do with it as you find waste to be sinful. You can come across as a father figure if your mate lets you become over protective. You will only propose or get into a committed partnership after a respectable length of time and only when you are one hundred percent sure that the relationship will be lasting. You need to feel that your mate will enhance and support your career and make your home a clean place of comfort. You offer security, reliability and faithfulness.

well other than the career and money part everything basically fits (honest right! haha). then when this old friend said a particular sentence fit me to a T i immediately knew which one based on what he knew abt me (which is alot). no, it's not the sex part, but the one abt commitment and partnership. angel once told me that she'd be frustrated abt my lack of expressing and delay in the entire process if she were her. i always take such things so slowly (and steadily!), u could be forgiven for thinking i wasn't all that interested haha. 

infact sometimes i figure that i'm quite screwed up in doing this kinda things, for if the other party doesn't take a little initiative at times, nor displays impatience, or even gg to the extent of asking me out and expressing explicit interest, i can really maintain the courtship process (if u call it that) indefinitely. not being confrontational has its faults, definitely. 

i'm running the risk of looking totally ignorant, insensitive and dumb but i can't help but comment on the absolute necessity of being in a r/s with someone u like and who reciprocrates ur feelings. i think they're kinda overrated. i mean, it's not like i'll behave differently or hold back on doing the things i've been all too willing to do just because i'm not in a r/s yet; i'll still be perpetually available for her either way. but i guess the unspoken promise that is given when in a r/s, that the other party 'll always be there (or has to be there lol) to share ur weal and woes, goes a long way in assuring both parties of one's own well-being and the other's availability.

hmm.. about the security, reliability and faithfulness part.. i'm still unsure as to whether i have those qualities. security cannot be gauged objectively, i have reliability issues oftentimes and lastly i haven't had much opportunities to test my faithfulness, so there. hahaha.