unproductive sat

only reached home ard 4am after gg out the prev day on fri. haven't taken a nightrider for god knows how long. it's cheaper, no doubt, but it really takes a hell long time to reach home. and i've long since lost the ability to simply sleep on the bus. 

was thinking of napping till 6am, then working all the way till the b-day party where i'll be quite zombie-fied but so as to maximise study time. but then my trusty phone alarm screwed up again and i woke at abt 1pm. the look of dismay when i saw the time on the wall clock. priceless. 

due to certain events transpiring, met sokie outside the country club instead of gg tog by train or even mtg the flaggers in sch to go tog. then displayed my wonderful sense of direction by spending a good 20mins trying to find the place (in another building across the road which was supposedly a part of the country club too). haha. would have never reached had i not asked for directions. 

i figure i'm not a very sociable person. during parties and such i'm happy to just do the perfunctory catching-up conversations, then disappear into the backgrd and relax, and occasionally catching snippets of juicy info. happier still to find a person who seems content just to talk to me and doesn't flit ard like some social butterfly or behave like he/she would rather be somewhere else, with other pple, doing other stuff. i don't like the feeling of being dispensable. 

i can't complain abt today i guess. sitting with the very annoying (but endearing in a sense) xiaobai and my fave flagger Z (ha! i give u alphabet too!) who annoys me with her late sms replies. not to mention the diarrhoea-ing kenny and the always fun-loving gimsy. and the laugh-inducing comments abt the erm.. couple, kelthel. 

was gg to have a quick bowling session after the whole thing with sokie but then her parents were in the vicinity so settled on a few games at the arcade. then chatted all the way back on her parents' car. ha. i so need to study le la.